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House of Joy

by j elijah

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1.
So Dark 07:07
maybe this time you'll have a little fun maybe this time you'll smile all day maybe this time you'll just laugh and play maybe this time every time I say goodbye, I cry every time you say goodbye oh, the joy in my hands it's in my hands in my hands tonight tonight there's a dragon in the sky in the sky there's a lion in the hall in the hall there's death there's death on them on them all on them all in between the silent places where I dream I found there something so so, so dark that I would just like to use just like to love just like to feel it it's so real it's so dark it's so dark it's so it's so lovely, darling lovely, darling
2.
Take It Back 03:20
do you know why I've been so, so silent do you know why I just let you go on let you go on do you know why I'm taking my time just holding back just waiting just waiting I want I want so many things what do you want what do you want what do you want from me what do you want from me don't you know if only you could take it back if only you could take it back
3.
Sometimes they just won't leave me alone I just wanna go away for a little while and hide out somewhere I don't know, in a mountainside oh, and then oh, then I can decide what to do with you, darling what to do with you, darling they won't leave me alone they keep asking me where's she at they keep saying when's she gonna come around and I keep saying I don't know, darling I don't know thought maybe you'd come around and stay awhile but no, you just turned around and you left so fast and darling, didn't even get to remember you you always leave that way you always leave that way I always wondered how far you'd take it, darling before you'd say, stop, stop I can't take anymore you were always good at taking all that stuff you were always good at taking all that I'm so proud of your abilities, darling you know you're never enough for yourself and never will be, probably I don't know what you're trying to reach I don't know how you feed and I don't care 'cause it's draining me, darling it's draining me you always took advantage of these situations, didn't you the power they gave you the power they gave you electronics sabotage overload entertain me with your dance hall dance hall your dance hall games I know you were a slut, yes I didn't care very much I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't, no I still don't you're gonna be left all alone, darling hope you can take it hope you can take it, yes what is this world coming to that you should behave in such a way what is the world coming to that you should behave in such a way what is the world coming to that you should behave in such a way, such a way I shouldn't have ever trusted you for my information you talk too much, anyway I never would have touched you if I would have known the way you have become you have infected me with your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes your lies and your eyes
4.
I Try 04:04
I, I try, I try I wonder why I sometimes wonder why I keep on trying all my days all my life I wonder where you've taken it this time I just follow you and your signs, yeah all I want to do is be there all I want to do is be square even if it means I'm just a little mashed potato on your plate, on your plate I don't know where I think I want to go on your plate if you'll just be like baby, my baby, my baby, my baby gotta be in her head if you get into her bed I, I try I sometimes wonder why I, I try I sometimes wonder why
5.
House of Joy 03:00
I walked down the street and I was met with some confrontation I wondered why he had a problem with me was there something strange that he saw that I did not see I wondered what was wrong with me when I went into the building and they turned their heads and they stared at me and I felt so weird I wondered what was wrong with me won't you tell me what is wrong with me oh my darling hold me tight 'cause I might want to go out tonight and do something that I might not feel too good about tomorrow would you have a life full of pain and sorrow would you have a life of joy, of joy of joy, yes would you live with me in a house of joy
6.
Tick Tock 05:26
I said, I said, oh, oh, oh... I said oh, yes honey honey honey honey, yes look me in the eye won't you look me in the eyes, oh oh, yes it's about time, baby it's about time, darling won't you step outside with me, yes hmm little bitty thing I gotta tell ya yeah, little bitty thing, yes what kinda little bitty thing I don't know I don't know your love, yes I said, you're so sad I said, you're so sad said, you're so sad, mmm oh, you're so sad, oh I wonder what they're gonna say about her tomorrow oh, oh, oh and I know and I never met her I bet I know mhmm come on come on yeah then no one knows if you were an Egyptian princess maybe then you would stand a chance if you were the Lady of the Lake you could just swim away look over there look over there everybody says it's just a little bit of everything or nothing I said, hey everybody said tick tock, tick tock your time is running out now, darling, yes better pack your bag and close your eyes and click your heels hey, yes oh, you know, yes you know it's true now go, go, go, go
7.
has there ever been anyone so concerned about what they've done was there ever anyone so happy with what they've won oh, I think I found it oh, I think I found it oh, I think I found it out oh, I think I found it oh, I think I found it I think I found it out ever wonder why so many people have to die in so many awful ways can you even imagine in your head the ways in which they take in which they take in which they take away their babies and their dreams their souls their lives all their lives all they wanted all they need, need yes, you've been there before, haven't you yes, you see that this one is you it doesn't matter about the skin it's what's within won't you take some time won't you take the time it takes if you believe in time to see about other things happening here other things happening here other things happening here outside of outside of your own sphere I wish that you could take a trip with me and see what I see I wish that you could take a trip with me and see what I see will it ever go away, the pain you can feel their pain tell me, I know you can feel their pain if you have pain you feel their pain if you have pain don't you know that it's all the same if you have pain don't you know that it it all can be re-arranged if you take care of the other pain ahh, forget your pain forget your pain forget your pain forget your pain forget your pain if you're thinking about the other rain they have no rain they have no name where's the pain where's the shame can you let it go on can you let it be the same where's the pain where's the shame can you let it go on can you let it be the same where's the pain where's the shame can you let it go on can you let it be the same where's the pain where's the shame can you let it go on can you let it go on can you let it be the same
8.
The Spell 03:48
I heard that the other day you went on a little adventure, darling I hope you saw some things and found some things to be true do you know what do you know why these things are coming to you? (but you know they get their own they gotta get their own with you) he said that he told you I know that he told you you already know everything but it was just too much to take all at once I don't know if you'll survive Oh, how could you just let it go away it was alive oh, oh they love you the best they love you the best of them all and you were put to the test are you ready to see if you'll fall don't you make up another little piece of something you can tell if you do you might not remember it all too well then what you do when you broke the spell I heard that the other day you went on a little adventure, darling
9.
Who Am I 03:43
who am I to say anything at all who are you to tell me anything at all why do I feel like I gotta know something why do they pretend like they know something I don't something we don't have here do you think they have something we don't have here do you think there's something missing here missing here, won't you let me know before it gets out of hand before they start tearing things up I think they already have if you just look out there if you just look out there you'll see the damage is done the damage is done
10.
Into the Sky 06:01
they thought it was time to let go and unwind oh, they thought it was time to sit back and play alone and not be part of everything alone and not be part of anything at all but you can't escape that all my time all my all my time I give to you all my life all my life all my life I give to you oh, if you only knew oh, if you could only feel the things I can tell you but you can't really see I rise from beneath these things and I can tell you it's not so easy it's not so easy it's not so easy to get out of the old house to get out of the temple to get out of the garden and into the sky the sky the sky the sky the sky I'm gonna bounce I'm gonna bounce off a cloud I'm gonna bounce off a cloud I'm gonna bounce off a cloud I'm gonna bounce off a cloud and into the sun gonna bounce off a cloud and into the sun, yes and burn and burn and return, darling as a bird as a bird as a bird
11.
Apocalypse 08:00
do you think I'm just frozen in time a static thing never change do you think that I'm just biding my time until the end of all things do you think I'm just waiting patiently for the sky to crack open and a hand to come down for me is that me is that me I don't think I've got too many things to worry about, sometimes but you know I might be crazy I don't think there's anything at all worth crying for, maybe you know, it happens sometimes it's just like that and I don't mind you know it, these things they happen sometimes it's like that, I think I think it's fine I think it's about time look out, there's a crash about to, about to happen somewhere out there look out, there's a crash it's coming our way, yeah oh, they said so long ago they said you know, you better watch yourself look what you've done before look what you've done before you know they told us so long ago you just take your time take your time and you will find it all in time you know they told us these things so, so long ago sometimes you forget what's right in front of your eyes and turn it into something in some kind of disguise that you can then despise you don't mind, then, when it dies you don't cry you don't mind when it doesn't even say goodbye just turns away and says hey to something else to someone else oh, I thought I needed it more than anything in my whole life but I don't know oh, I thought I needed it more than anything in town more than anyone in here and I thought that I would find true happiness if I just had a little more, yes a little more a little more, yes but guess what you were wrong you're always wrong hey, it's up, the sky, the air it's open sky it's open air there's clouds everywhere darling, but no but no, it's it's never past the time to decide, honey honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, yeah it's never past the time to decide honey, honey, honey, mmmm... you know we told you we told you we told all of you this don't even try to hold on because it's too late it's too late, I'm sorry I'm sorry, honey all the people will cry all the people will die
12.
when there's when there's just clouds in the sky when there's when there's no sunshine I feel I feel so quiet inside and I'm so satisfied the rain is so nice to clean out the skies the rain is so nice to clean out the skies darling, don't you know that I'm just hanging down hanging down from this tree darling, don't you know that I'm just losing grip losing grip on things darling, don't you know that I'm just saying things, saying things saying things that I mean don't you say things that you mean if the world was a pretty place I'd see smiles on every face if the world was just empty then you could go home go home, go home and fade away
13.
Lovely Day 03:53
it was a lovely day everything was going so well so well, it was a lovely day I was pretty happy this time I thought you were, too, feeling fine oh, how things seem to change oh, darling I tried to keep our love alive I really tried I even cried well, at least I tried and we had a lovely day last summer, I know I think I had the best time that I ever had with you and darling, don't you think we had the best time we ever thought we'd have oh, just see how perfect things can be sometimes oh, just see how perfect things can be sometimes oh, just see how lovely how lovely life can be oh, darling I tried to keep our love alive I really tried I even cried but at least I tried and we had a lovely day is it time to finally sleep is our lovely day coming to a close is it time to dream away all our dismay
14.
Say Goodbye 06:15
once you have entered the house everything is there won't you just come in all this here within yes all this is here, in here yes, it's in it's inside all you do is talk to me like somebody that I don't know all you do is just tell me things that I never never want to know ahhh, yes all that I can do, darling is just sit here and just sit here is just sit here, yes is just sit here and wait for you for you to come home come home, darling come home, darling oh, all I do is oh, all I do is oh, ahh ahh (oh, what time is it) oh, you'll live through it and (oh, what you darling) oh, you can do it (oh it's your) and oh, you know when (time to go back inside) something went on, yes you know when love gone wrong, yes you know when you sit there just wasting everybody's time and you just think that you're feeling fine well, I know oh, I know (darling, don't you know) I'm tired (darling, don't you see) I'm so, so tired (darling, don't you have the key) of climbing this building, baby with you in my hand I'm tired (I'm tired of going up this building) of going up this mountain, baby going up this mountain, baby (I'm so tired) just tired (where's the top of it?) of doing these things, baby of doing these things, baby do you know why why we just all end up saying goodbye (you know) goodbye, goodbye angels come and say goodbye (how low can you go) can you hear me and darling you know you're just floating away now (it's so dark)

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Sonic visitations: All songs were written and recorded spontaneously in one take, except "I Try," "The Spell" and "Say Goodbye," which include additional vocals and instrumentation added immediately after the initial visitation.

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released October 26, 2015

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